Nathaniel, today is your 4th Christmas in Heaven. Part of our lives are never, ever, going to be right again. When you left, you took part of my heart with you...and that is just how it is. It is hard to explain, but for those that have been where I am, I don't have to...and to the others, I just can't write the words to tell how it is. It is surreal to bury my son :( I miss you so much, but I believe that Heaven is a wonderful place and I cling to that...and it helps. I really long so much to see you again. Merry Christmas!
Love always, and with all my heart,
Mom




